| | So this is the point in the story of my life where things become very interesting.
I’m not just doing this for myself, but for all the other folks in the world who don’t have the balls to truly grab their lives by the wrinkly testicles and take control. Life truly is too short to not experience everything for what it is.
It seems like people are more afraid of life itself than to actually live it, like how it was first meant to be. I hope that makes sense to you. If it does…then you know exactly what I’m saying and my heart goes to out to you, and if you have no clue to what I’m talking about…you got some more soul searching to do; you need to reevaluate your life and truly ask yourself if what you have now in life is what you really want in the end, or even better, ask yourself if the way that your living now is the way you want to live the rest of your life.
I’ve packed what I can into a green duffle bag and my backpack…
I only packed the essential stuff that I need…
jeans
t-shirts
beaters
socks
underwear
hoddies
toothbrush
contact lens stuff
glasses
sketch book
color pencils
markers
mp3 player
I have no plan or direction to where to go as of now, but I can surely tell you that I’m in a better place. It’s better to be out of your element than to stay stagnant in an environment that you’ve been comfortable in. It seems like human nature to stick around things that one has come accustomed to…
People fear change for some reason.
For the most part, most of my soul searching has ended with me staring down an empty bottle. My thoughts seem schizophrenic to me jumping from one thought to another propelled by mixed emotions from choices made in my life at times where I was lost. It’s truly funny how at times when you’re in need of someone, the people that you know seem like complete strangers…to the point where you question if you can turn to them.
The question isn’t if you can trust them, but more so if you have the enough courage to ask for help. To many people today are so full of shit that it becomes easy for you to reciprocate the same shit back without anyone noticing it.
Weird how things end up huh?
Full of shit we are like fucking Oreo cookies being eaten up by people around us…I’m a victim of it I’ll admit it and so are you…everyone is at one point of their life or another. Of course some are more prone to it than others, but the important thing is when you can detect the bullshit within yourself, that’s the point when one can gain a sense of “not-giving-a-fuck” about what the world thinks of you, and you can start living your life and mold it exactly how you want it.
The greatest, the most important people who go down in history have the most awesome stories to share about their lives…an old friend told me that.
(Thank you Min)
I’m bound to find my story.
Until then folks, I’m not trying to cut lines with anybody. Please feel free give me a call and leave a message because I still want to hear from you, no doubt. I’ll call you back as soon as I can, but for now…I’m going to make my life as interesting as I can for myself and maybe I’ll have a story about my life that folks will want to hear. Cheers to that and drink up. Life is way too short for all this drama.
Peace.
p.s.
I want to give a shout out to all those who came out to my first art show. I know it wasn’t a big venue, but it truly meant a lot to me. Don’t worry…there’s more to come. Like the Men’s Warehouse, “I guarantee it.” |
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